Bachelorette Night-In

Well hello again.

I have yet to share my wedding story. Correct? Right. It has been a wonderful two months with my better half, the love of my life. Truth been told months before we were married that I would be surprise how totally different he would be after we sign the marriage certificate compared to when we were dating. Agreed. He is different (in a good way). Of course I found out some inconvinience but we work that part. Anyway I am not going to talk about my Ameerul now, but instead I wanna tell you all about my dearest girlfriends. I miss them to bits!

Two days before the big day, my sister Ara told me that I have to get ready before 9pm as she wants to bring me to a place for I-don’t-know-what but she did mentioned to wear something nice. Man, I was so lazy to go out as we have a lithe get together with our family at home. But, it does not stop me to take selfie and put on some makeup! LOLs yeah I sometimes confuse with myself too!

pout selfie?! -__-"

pout selfie?! -__-“

Hah! I’m set to go. Blindfolded and yada yada yada. Entered a room and it smells so good and was very quiet. Of course I got the SURRRRPRISEEEEEE!!!!! Seriously I didn’t expect all the girls was there and yes, yours truly here – cried! I felt so touched :’)

Some of the muchachas

Some of the muchachas

Played some naughty games, talk, dance and oh my god – delicious food! Went to bed kinda late that night but don’t care although i have lots of last minute errands to do the next day.

Here’s some photos to share. Wish i can upload ’em all though:

No idea why I posed like this

No idea why I posed like this

Oh blessed 'em ladies!

Oh blessed ’em ladies!

Those happy faces!

Those happy faces!

A-la Pharell

A-la Pharell

To my lovely girlfriends,

Thank you for your effort and time. I really appreciate the kindness and this awesome friendship that we have bond. I cannot ask for better friends like all of you. I pray that we will always have each other and may our friendship lasts till Jannah, InsyaAllah. I miss you and I hope that we can have a night like this for our next bride 😉 

Love,

Maryam.

Till next post. Toodles! Xx

*Date: 25th September 2014
 Venue: Double Tree by Hilton, Johor Bahru

					

I Wanna Go

Last night I had a nightmare in a nightmare. Yeah, like inception – nightmare.

I had this dream and in this dream I got a clear message saying that my man will die in a car crash on this date. Bam! I’m awake.
I was so terrified but I kept the vivid dream to myself. On that date, he was not with me and I’m feeling very nervous but still keep it to myself. I don’t know why but I tested him and he didn’t reply to me. Kept texting but no respond. I gave up. Later, I called him and he picked up and was sobbing.
“Baby, where are you? Why aren’t you picking up?”
“Baby, I’m sorry, I’m in the hospital.”
*heart throbbing, I begin to cry*
“I’m in Serindit Hospital.”
“Please hold on, I’m coming”
*I cried. But very calm.*
Went to see my mom asking where is the hospital and she said it’s in Mersing. I dont know why I didn’t even tell her. I still, keep it to myself.
Then asked my cousins who happen to go to Mersing that day for a lift.
Of course they were very happy along the road but me just bitter and very worried about him.
Tested him.
“Baby, hang in there yeah.”
“Baby, please can you tell my parents and uncles that I love them and won’t be seeing them for a very ling time”, he replied.
“I’m coming to you now baby, I love you.”
“I’m afraid I can’t baby bear. It’s ok. I know I have love you and I am glad that we love each other so dearly. Not seeing you now is better because I won’t be seeing you crying and I want you to be happy. I love you Siti Maryam.”
That time, I burst into tears and my cousins was puzzled.
“Please can you drive faster? My fiance is dying and I need to see him.” I said to them.

Mom woke me up before I could finish the dream.

To my dear Ameerul, please don’t you ever leave me that way. I am not ready. We have a lot of plans that involves our little ones, little apartment, our little family.

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I wanna go wherever, whenever you wanna go wherever you wanna, I wanna go with you.

I love you Ameerul.

Lots of love,
Maryam